FiercePoet.com - Writings. Musings. Commentary. And a Gay Southerner.
Dreamhost Hosting

Sunday the 19th of October, 2003

People of the World

You know… I’ve been thinking more and more lately about people and friends in general.  I’m getting so jaded by the way friends of mine have been acting.  I ran into a friend out a week ago this past Friday and she said “Hey there, haven’t heard from you in a while.  How have you been?” I thought to myself, “Well, you could call me and find out couldn’t you?”

I don’t know.  It’s like everyone just assumes that I’m the only person that can use a phone.  I mean damn, can’t you pick up a phone and make a phone call if you’ve been thinking about someone.  I don’t know.  Maybe I am nothing but a whiney, picky baby when it comes to friends.  Maybe I look too deeply into things sometimes.

I just want to find a few good friends to talk with, hang out, go to dinner and get to know.  I’m not even so much interested in meeting friends for possible dates anymore.  I think dating is over rated.  Period.  I want to find someone to become best friends with over time and just let things happen as they may.  In the back of my mind, I’ve always seen myself falling in love with my best friend.  The only thing missing from the picture has been the best friend.

I don’t know.  I’m not going to rant and rave any more though.  I’ll save that energy for another day and maybe channel it into some writings.  I haven’t written in months and I truly miss writing now.

I’ve been making notes to myself about ideas I’ve had for writing.  The weather’s been changing and it’s been nice to go out to the parks and just sit around.  I need to do that.  Time for me, myself and I.  We need some time together.  All together alone.

.: The Poet :.

Posted by rtkenmore at 06:11 PM on the 19th of October, 2003.
Categorized in Life & Times & Friends • (2) Comments • (0) Trackbacks
Tell-a-Friend OR contact rtkenmore about this entry • Permalink
Page 1 of 1 pages