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Wednesday the 17th of September, 2003

What to say….

One thing that’s beginning to get on my nerves more than anything in the world lately....  Friends.  I don’t know what it is with people these days.  I’ve recently let one good friend back into my life a little so to speak after spending the last 8 months or so with no contact what-so-ever.  She hasn’t changed.  The only times I’ve seen her or talked to her is when I’ve made the effort.  I have to call her at work to talk to her.  I have to go by her work to see her.  She never just surprises me and pops in at my office and that pisses me off.  She says she is “Too Busy”.  Whatever.  You’re not too busy to have plans every night of the week after work but yet you’re too busy to stop by my office for 5 minutes and say hello.  Ok.  Whatever.

And on another note with other friends.  I’m tired of attempting to be a friend some times.  It’s so stressful just being someones friend.  I mean for God’s sake why do people make it so hard on other people to be their friend.  It’s a sad thing when someone who is suppposed to care about you and your life feels like they serve no purpose.  And before anyone goes off sulking about this post or getting pissy, it’s not directed towards any one person.  It’s actually directed towards a lot of people some of which don’t even know about this site and will never see the post.  As I’ve been told before, “This is my place to vent” and I’m venting damnit.

I could go on a while longer about supposed friends and such but I really don’t see the point.  This post won’t change anything.  My actions don’t seem to change anything.  So why in the hell worry about it.

I’ve done it before recently with just disappearing from known life online except for updating my site and I’m getting close to doing it again.  I wonder how many people would actually take notice to me not being online with Yahoo and AIM on a regular basis.  Well hell, what am I talking about.  I’m not on Yahoo now on a regular basis and I’ve got one friend there who I messaged the other day and his response was “Where have you been?  Haven’t seen you around.” I ask him, “Well, did you think to call me?” He sat there and didn’t say a word.  I mean really, if you care about someone and you wonder where they are and how they’re doing....  Give them a freaking call sometime.  Let them know you care.

OK.  I’m done with this post for now.  I’ve ranted enough.  I hope someones life out there in this life less ordinary is better than the one I lead.

.: The Poet :.

Posted by rtkenmore at 01:08 AM on the 17th of September, 2003.
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