i’ve been put into
self destruct mode
why i don’t know
the days are counting down
coming to an end
when will it be
who knows
tomorrow maybe
god knows
it should’ve already happened
long ago
when i got kicked out
or when jacob died
or should i say
jacob self destructed
i just want someone to talk to
someone who’ll listen
i just want a friend
is that too much to ask for
in this world i guess so
back to the old ways
the thoughts again
maybe kurt is my hero
maybe i’ll join him
i can self destruct too you know
at anytime
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