confused

confused and running
running from a dream
a dream of what
i don’t know
an altered world
a different being
a separate space
i wonder what’s happening
who’s doing what and where
this altered world
is a screwed up place
it makes me confused
wondering what’s going on
i’m becoming enraged
with fear and anger
i don’t know what’s happening
the thoughts
they confuse me
the actions
they confuse me
the words
they confuse me
everything confuses me
confuses the hell out of me
i don’t like what’s going on
what’s happening
i don’t like this world
this altered ego
this different being
be yourself
that’s what everyone says
be yourself
in this world
i don’t think so
you become hated
betrayed
people turn on you
like they have already done to me
things change
attitudes change
people become confused
more confused than already
i don’t like my life
it’s never been an easy one
the thoughts
they confuse me
the actions
they confuse me
the words
they confuse me
the people
they confuse me
everything confuses me
confuses the hell out of me
i wonder why so many people
have a problem with me
dislike me
their attitudes confuse me
but they don’t care
i’m one fucked up person
confused all the way to hell and back
why do things happen
especially bad things
the thoughts again
yeah you know
the thoughts
they confuse me
they like me
they don’t
they like me
they don’t
someone help me
please someone
i need help
or am i confused about that to
i wish there was a rewind
so i could start over
or eject so i can give up
anything would help
anything at all
i’m an idiot
a stupid one at that
i don’t know what’s going on
i’m confused remember
confused to hell and back
the thoughts again
damn those thoughts
they confuse me
thoughts of this
thoughts of that
they all confuse me
this and that
i wish i could
get them out of my head
gone forever
eject them
i’m too confused to even do that
too even quit thinking at all
i don’t know what’s happening
what’s going on
who’s doing what and where
this altered world
is a screwed of place
i have become enraged
with fear and anger
the thoughts
they confuse me
the actions
they confuse me
the words
they confuse me
the people
they confuse me
the attitudes
they confuse me
everything confuses me
confuses the hell out of me

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