for so long now
these feelings have existed
they have tormented
the need to be loved
to feel loved
the simplest of desires
the basic of needs
i feel as though
i’ve said so much
without saying anything at all
actions should speak so loud
yet they haven’t
you say i had my chance
and maybe i did
i don’t know
maybe i’m crazy
that was then, this is now
but i thought you never gave up hope
so many years of hope
maybe i should now
just go or go ahead
move on and away
i’ve carried these thoughts for a while now
maybe the vision is clear
i should realize the truth
but the truth is so hard
so just go
or go ahead