what the fuck is wrong with me
what’s in my fucking head
someone fucked with me
fucked me over
and over again
i need some help
some fucking help
someone who’ll be there
who won’t fuck with me
i should’ve done it already
finished it off
i fucked up though
i didn’t
i didn’t fucking do it
fuck
i had my chance
my many chances
i just didn’t take it
i don’t know why
i guess because i fucked up
the time will come
when it will happen
i am certain it will
i will do it eventually
no one can stop me
stop me from fucking up
one last time
it’s over…